Amanda Hocking

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February 22nd, 2011 by
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Jacob Wetterling is still missing.

When I was a kid, I used to lay awake at night a lot, imagining where he might be. I always thought he’d be in Egypt. I don’t know why exactly. But I just thought nobody would look for him there, so he might be there, and nobody would know. He might be there alive.

I think less about where he is now. Sometimes I still do. I imagine that he was brainwashed, and he doesn’t know who he is. But he’s an adult now, and he’s far away from who ever kidnapped him. He’s a little damaged from the experience, but he’s met a nice a girl, and he’s going to therapy and moving on with his life.

I don’t know if I believe that’s true. But I hope it is.

When the FBI began digging up around his neighbor’s house last year, I sorta had a mini-breakdown. It occurred to me – like really occurred to me for the first time – that he might not be alive. I watched footage of the farm being exacavated on a news broadcast, and I ended up sobbing uncontrollably. Something about the reality of it was devestating.

But Patty Wetterling held it together. What little she said about it was thoughtful and objective. That woman is my hero. I can’t even fathom how she does that. The level of bravery and resilience and poise is astounding.

I was thinking about all the good Patty Wetterling has done for missing and exploited children. She’s worked so hard, in spite of so much, and I want to help.

I have a book I plan to release soon. (I’m thinking April, right now). It’s called with Lost Without You, and it’s about a teenager who goes missing and her friends frantic attempts to find her. When it’s released, a portion of the proceeds will be donated to the Jacob Wetterling Resource Center. I’m not sure how much yet, but I will have a definite percentage when I release Lost Without You.

Until then, I encourage you all to look into the foundation and to donate if you can.

For more information on Jacob Wetterling, including an age progressed photo, please click: here.

If you have any information about Jacob Wetterling or his adbudctor, please contact the Stearns County Sheriff’s Office (Minnesota) – Missing Persons Unit – 1-320-259-3700.

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  • I remember back when I was a four year old something. My family would have nightly devotionals called “Bible Time,” and after we would sing three short songs, we would pray. For several months we prayed about Jacob, I have always hoped that he might be alive and just brainwashed as well. I kind of think he might have been killed within 24 hours of his kidnapping though, it is very sad indeed, but there is always hope.

  • Yosra says:

    Asalamu Alaykom from Egypt,

    I had to comment when I saw your wonderings if Jacob Wetterling was here. I wish!

    I really truly hope to hear in my lifetime what ever happened to him. It’s been so manhy years but the nagging doubt of his whereabouts is a sad tug at all our hearts.

    I’ll keep my eyes open here and continue my prayers for a peaceful ending to his story.

  • msthriller says:

    I am writing a suspense series about a woman, Rachel Scott, who runs a search and rescue company and she helps locate missing persons. I was fascinated with the Natalie Holloway case and as a writer, starting playing the what-if game. My book, Asylum Harbor was the outcome of that what-if game. The next in the series, The Devil’s Claw is about a missing firefighter – who vanishes during a warehouse fire. I have been trying to find an organization to donate a portion of my sales to that helps families of missing persons. I will look into the Jacob Wetterling organization. I hope one day his family will find peace. I can’t wait to read your next book!

  • I grew up in Minnesota too, and I’m only a year older than Jacob. His face and story are an indelible part of my childhood…I can completely understand your reaction. Best of luck with the book.

  • Anonymous says:

    I played soccer with Jacob at North Jr high. Knowing somebody who was kidnapped is the kind of thing that stays with you the rest of your life. Nevermind the wider tragedy.

  • Amber says:

    I really am glad I’m not the only one who has the “obession” (for lack of a better term) about Jacob. He was taken the day after my birthday and so for about 6 years after that I would put an extra candle on my cake in honor of him and in hopes they would find him. My dad made me stop after sometime because he thought it was morbid I was obsessed with him and a few other cases of kidnapping and what not in MN. Do you remember the case of Twins, one was gay and he killed himself in a car with his “gay lover” but really I think he was his molester because this boy was like 13 or so??? Gosh I can’t remember his name but Drew comes to mind. I used to cut out newspaper clippings on this stuff and keep it….

    Okay anyway * babbling over* just glad someone else out there still thinks about him.

  • I have a toddler, and can’t even fathom the heartache that his family must’ve gone through. That they are still going through. I honestly don’t know that I could be as brave as his mother. I think I would just revert to a blobish state of tears and snot.

    Way to go on bringing some support to such an important thing. When the new book comes out I will certainly buy it, and direct other people yor way 🙂

  • Craig Hansen says:

    Bravo, Amanda. I was in college when Jacob was kidnapped, and in (college-level) journalism at the time.

    The very common belief among law enforcement and journalism types, at the time, was that Jacob was probably gone from this mortal coil within 24 hours, and probably a lot less.

    Another local disappearance nine years later had a lot of similarities: the Katie Poirier kidnapping. If I recall Katie’s case correctly, her kidnapper had assaulted her, murdered her, and nearly completely disposed of all traces of her body within two or three hours. They ultimately found and ID’d her off some burned bone fragments found on the freak’s property.

    As unthinkable a thing as it is to contemplate, this was probably Jacob’s fate as well. While all of us in Minnnesota who remember this incident hope for something better… the sad reality is probably that Jacob’s fate was much like Katie’s.

    @Holly: You may have missed it, but the Natalee Holloway thing was resolved this past summer. Joran Van Der Sloot was arrested in Chile for the murder of Flores Ramirez, and he’s currently held there awaiting charges in Miguel Castro Prison.

    Shortly after his capture, he confessed to the Holloway murder. Then, as has been his historic habit, he later recanted his confession after lawyers got involved.

    Again, it’s a terrible thing to contemplate, but the sad fact is that Holloway, too, is dead. Van Der Sloot knows where the body is buried, but is unlikely to ever be fully forthcoming.

    Sometimes life just stinks.

  • Cathy Keaton says:

    Your next book sounds really interesting! I look forward to it, and it’s so great of you to donate a portion of the sales…